Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Blues

I have been having dreams lately about my hair. The problem with dreams is that they feel so real. I had a dream the other night that my hair was raven black and down to my boobs. It feels like reality until I wake up and it dawns on me. I do miss long hair now and then.

There are times that I feel incredibly unattractive because of my hair. Other times I feel really awesome.

Is hair really that important?

Sometimes I just want to shave it all off. Get a mohawk...

I think my mom is partly the problem. Anytime she sees old pictures of me she makes sure to tell me how pretty my hair was long, how pretty I looked. She doesnt mean anything by it but I guess it does affect me...

subconsciously

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